inside the mind of a walking migraine

Sunday, November 25, 2007

diet and sh*t

so i was watching this kyle gass and jack black's dvd commentary for their movie, the pick of destiny, and i hear jack black saying he met this really smart dude who was a topguy in hollywood. and jables mentioned that he wanted to be fit and sh*t so this guy gave him advice since he was really smart and all.

topdude: whenever you're going to eat, ask yourself: why?

me: oh sh*t that could really work.

yeah i really think it could. i mean, just a few minutes ago, i saw food in the house and i started asking myself, "why do i want to eat?"




i couldn't find a good enough reason.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

nawalan ako ng phone

tawagan niyo. try natin baka maibalik pa.

UPDATES! UPDATES!

pasensya na sa mga masugid na tagabasa ng aking mga walang kwentang sulatin. tinatamad kasi ako mag-blog e. tsaka wala ring oras. sobrang busy ako sa trabaho ngayon at anim na araw akong pumapasok sa isang linggo. ganun kagrabe ang ginagawa ko ngayon sa opisina. mo money mo problems ika nga ni puffy dogg. pero ayun, abangan ang mga post sa hinaharap:

star awards experience (oo, star awards. madami akong reklamo)
mga pictures galing sa star awards
gig ng topjunk sa magnet sa bunihay
atg launch (sa opisina)

excited na ba kayo?
hahaha

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Batasan Bombing

here is the link.
*kaya siguro di pinaupo si kuya.

Rep. Wahab Akbar, 2 others killed in Batasan bomb blast


A bomb explosion at an entrance of the House of Representatives in Quezon City on Tuesday evening killed three people, including Basilan Rep. Wahab Akbar, and injured at least seven others.

The National Police and the Armed Forces immediately went on full alert.

President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo ordered Director General Avelino Razon, National Police chief, to personally lead the investigation of the explosion. The President said Razon should "submit periodic reports as warranted."

In a nationwide telecast late Tuesday evening, the President called for sobriety.

Director Geary Barias, chief of the National Capital Region Police Office, said the driver of Gabriela party-list Rep. Luzviminda Ilagan was also killed in the explosion. The driver was identified as Marcial Talbo.

Maan Bustalino, a staff member of Negros Oriental Rep. Pryde Henry Teves, who was also injured in the explosion, expired while being transfered from Malvar General Hospital on Commonwealth Avenue to the St. Luke's Medical Center on E. Rodriguez Sr. boulevard. She was rerouted to the Capitol Medical Center on Quezon Avenue instead where she was pronounced dead. Bustalino, who is from Dumaguete City, is in her mid-30's.

The explosion went off as the House ended its session at past 8 p.m.

"At this point in time I'm saying it's a bomb, but I can't say what type of bomb," said Razon.

Police investigators suspect the bomb might have been placed on one of two parked motorcycles then remotely detonated as Akbar approached his car, fatally wounding him and ripping the motorcycles apart, Barias said.

"It looks like Congressman Akbar was the target," Barias said.

Akbar, a former governor of Basilan province and reportedly a former member of the Abu Sayyaf group, had claimed he was a target of his former comrades.

Some security officials have suspected that Akbar knew the leaders of the Abu Sayyaf, a Muslim radical group that has its roots on Basilan island. But they said he later had a falling out with Abu Sayyaf commanders and started fighting them.

Akbar also had political opponents, including those that ran against one of his wives who succeeded him as governor of Basilan.

The bomb went off as drivers were picking up lawmakers and their staff and damaged a number of cars outside the south wing entrance to the Batasan Pambansa building.

"I felt the blast although I was on the other side of the building. The ceiling of the canopy near the south wing entrance came down," Rep. Teodoro Casino told The Associated Press.

Rep. Joel Villanueva of the party-list Citizen's Battle Against Corruption said he was at the south wing of the building when he heard a "very loud explosion."

Witnesses said they saw a van and one or two vehicles burning after the explosion.

Razon said a destroyed motorcycle was found and experts were conducting chemical swabs on it to find out if it was used to carry the bomb.

Police cordoned off the massive House complex in suburban Quezon City shortly after the explosion.

"If this is terrorist action or work of an anarchist I'm sure it was deliberately done to cow us," House Speaker Jose de Venecia told reporters at the site.

Political tensions are high in the country. President Arroyo is facing a third impeachment complaint in as many years.

"We cannot rule out anything until the investigation is completed," De Venecia said. "There are many threats to us personally and officially. We will have to decide whether we have to augment security."

He said he will speak with the President "to inform her tonight that we will not be cowed by terrorists."

The Philippine capital has been jittery since last month, when an explosion damaged a shopping mall in the financial district of Makati, killing 11 people and injuring more than 100 others. A preliminary police report said it was an accident, although the owners of the mall disputed the finding.

Militants have bombed targets in the capital in the past. - GMANews.TV, with reports from dzBB and The Associated Press

Friday, November 9, 2007

magkano ba iPod Video o kahit anong iPod na lagpas 30G?

reply naman kayo dito kung alam niyo : ]

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

wow

i can't believe my heart will ever broken by a friend. and by the person who've always been there to try and help me fix it?







oh, the irony is killing me with hot lead across the chest.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

tuloy ang lungkot

bago ang lahat, gusto ko lang sabihin, ang galing neto magsulat. sumasakit ang ulo ko sa mga tula niya. pero comment ko lang, wag sana masyado mahaba. nawawalan ng interes ang mga normal na tao, unless di naman yun ang objective mo.

tuloy ang ligaya
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sa totoo lang, di talaga ako mahilig magbasa. meron lang isang tao na nakakapag-udyok sa kin na magbasa. isang malaking dahilan nito ay trip ko kasi ang binabasa niya, kaya babasahin ko na rin. di pa naman ako nadidisappoint.

mas gusto ko ang magsulat. o mag-type, kung pilosopo ka. at madalas ay lumilikot ang isip ko. naiisip ko: "uy, ayus yun ah" kaso di ko na naisusulat, kasi madalas ay nakakalimutan ko na pagharap ko sa computer. maniwala ka, ginagawan ko ito ng paraan. bumili ako ng kulay berdeng kwaderno upang ilista ang aking mga naiisip. pero wala pa rin. tamad ako.

pano ba nilalabanan ang katamaran? magte-24 years na ko sa munda, di ko pa rin mahagilap ang sagot. ang pinaka-kombinyenteng sagot at paraan para sa akin. pero minsan isang hinuha ay dumapo sa aking isip na parang tutubing nagliliwaliw sa ilang. kailangan ko ng inspirasyon. isang bagay na magbibigay ng dahilan sa akin upang tumayo, maligo, magshampoo, magtoothbrush, magbihis ng malinis na damit, magbayad sa tricycle, magbayad sa jeep, maglakad ng milya milya, umupo ng 10 oras diretso, humarap sa walang katuturang makina, at iba't ibang bagay pa na normal kong ginagawa pero minsan ay kinatatamaran pa rin.

kailangan natin ng inspirasyon, para lahat ng bagay na dapat mong gawin, ay parang di mo ginagawa.

Friday, November 2, 2007

panahon para malungkot

ang multiply ay bintana ng buhay. totoo yan. para sa maraming tao sa contacts list ko. araw-araw mo itong chine-check. araw-araw mong tinitignan. kahit wala ka nang magawa dito, meron ka pa rin katiting na pag-asa na merong maga-update o magpopost na bago.

sa multiply, masusubaybayan mo ang buhay ng mga kaibigan mo. kahit hindi gaanong accurate, ito pa rin ang nagsisilbing bintana ng mga buhay nila. parang sa opisina, may mga kaibigan ka. ngunit hanggang sa opisina lang ang nakikita mo. sa multiply, hanggang multiply na lang. unless kilala mo personally ang tao.

ngunit minsan, kahit kilala mo sila sa totoong buhay, kailangan mo pa ring subaybayan sila sa multiply. dahil ang multiply ay bintana ng buhay. ngunit pwede mo rin piliin kung sino ang makakita ng buhay mo. pwedeng makita ng lahat, pwede makita ng ilan. ako, mga contact ko lang ang nakakakita ng mukha ko. paliwanag ko kay gurr, baka ma-kidnap ako. siyempre hindi naman ganun katotoo yun, iwas stalker lang (hehe). pero lahat ng blog post ko ay bukas para sa lahat ng tao.

teka, ano ba ang punto ko? bakit ganyan ang pamagat ng sulating ito?

nalulungkot ako. dinelete ako ng kaibigan ko sa multiply niya. di ko alam kung sinadya o ano, pero wala na ako sa contacts niya. di ko alam kung bakit, pero meron akong clue. pero, nalulungkot talaga ako. kasi nasara ang bintana ko sa kanyang buhay. di ko na malalaman kung ano na ang nangyayari sa kanya. wala nang masayang pagbabasa. wala nang madaling paraan upang malaman ang lagay niya. wala na.


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http://blackendgray.multiply.com/journal/item/9

ulila

hindi mabakas ang kalungkutan ng aking puso habang ikaw ay wala. wala akong magawa. hindi pareho ang araw. hindi pareho ang buwan. kahit na pagiiba lang ang natatanging pareho, kapag nandyan ka, kahit papano ok lang. walang problema. walang masama. lahat ay ngiti, at walang pighati.